One week later!

Well I know that there are a lot of people that are worried about me so I thought I would update everyone on how things are going.

I am doing much better...whether it is the drugs (I decided that if I was going to be in the pit of despair that I would take a half a pill of my Celexa and try to get myself back together)or the fact that I am doing better I don't know. I do feel much better! I have been taking the meds the doctor gave me to start for 8 days and I did successfully start my cycle yesterday so that is good. I have also been taking the meds the doctor gave me to help me loose weight and I have been able to cut my food portions by more than half with out feeling hungry one bit. It has been very hard since everyday at work some fancy schmancy doctor sends a basket full of delicious goodies. I have been able to not partake in most of it but the beautifully salted Cashews have been my weakness...I just have to have one or two, maybe three but thats it, stop. I don't feel skinnier yet but it has only been a week. I have been keeping busy with Christmas decorating, Christmas ornament swap parties, Christmas work parties, Christmas Decoration dirty santa parties, and of course fighting with all the other crazies for the best Christmas presents!

I did take pictures of my house with it all decorated and I would post the pics but I don't know where the download picture USB cord thingie is and I guess Keith hid it from me so I wouldn't loose it...You will just have to wait till he gets home and can do it for me..hehe

I do appreciate everyone worrying about me but please don't...I'll be ok! Life has ups and downs this just happens to be a very down time in my life...I don't think that it could be any more "Down" as last Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, and Saturday so hopefully we are on our way up but who knows what God has in store...it could get worse but lets hope for "Ups". Thanks also for all the prayers...at a time when I had given up on myself there were so many people who prayed for me and I totally appreciate every single one! keep 'eem up...don't stop now...continue to help a sista out!!!

Thanks again!!! and I love you!